Punch a Nazi in the face today.

Charlottesville, VA. One of the closest watched city in America right now with the Alt-Right riots. I am constantly amazed that people can be so hateful and so filled with hate. I worked in a small town at the time of the election so I delivered to all kinds of  Trump supports. The most difficult issue […]

I promise you…

I have the most supportive family and friends. I am depressed to the point that I haven’t been eating very much if at all. I have a UTI that I haven’t gone to the doctor for. I haven’t been taking care of myself. And my poor mother is worried, and I always end up worrying her […]

Dear true loves…

I would give every piece of me to see both of you happy. I would go through hell and back just to give you what you needed. And yet, I cause so many problems between us. And it worries me. I have pieces of me strewn out about the state and parts of my heart […]

Lil Update.

I went and saw my new doctor yesterday and she was so sweet and sincere. One of my favorites so far. She’s very communicative, which I need from a doctor, I’m now only on 4 medications instead of my 6/7. I got a lot of things I wanted to happen done with this appointment and […]

I think too much…

I am not a good person. I am honestly the worst person you will ever meet. I am manipulative, easy to anger, annoying, and hard headed. I am the most stubborn person you will ever meet. I run my mouth when I don’t know what I’m talking about. I’m afraid of everything. I am constantly scared about […]

I’m reaching out…

Today had been hard. It has been a long day dealing with things I shouldn’t have done to myself. I self-harmed again today, Emily says this will be the last time, next time I go to the mental hospital. I will not be going to the mental hospital. ever again. In the great US of […]

Whats the 411?

I’ve started listening to podcasts as of late and I’ve got some pretty cool ones to listen too, one of which is called “Stuff They Don’t Want You To Know” which has become my favorite, but I’d like to have some more on serial killers, Jeffery Dahmer, Jack the Ripper, and more people like that. I’ve been interested […]