I found two angels…

I have found two of the most considerate partners I could have ever imagined to have. Life is always taking strange turns and I never thought that when I asked Zeke to move in that life would take this turn, he moved across the country to be with me and my girlfriend. He instantly took […]

Keep me up with your silence…

I have been in very abusive relationships that were very bad for my mental health. I still have issues dealing with my current partners touching me sometimes, most of the time I just keep my head down and mouth shut like I was taught by a certain ex. I was taught that if you are […]

From AZ to NC pt 2

My boyfriend had finally moved in with me and is absolutely perfect. He is just what I would have imagined except ten times better. I love him so much, Emily has been dealing with it really nicely. We have been able to communicate our feelings and being open with ourselves. Honesty is the most important […]

From AZ to NC

My boyfriend moves in tomorrow, and I’m beyond excited as well as nervous. Emily and I have been busy cleaning all day for his arrival. I can’t wait to finally have him in my arms, it’s going to be so strange. But I am so ready. I’ll keep you all updated once he is finally […]

It’s a lifetime commitment…

I don’t believe in many people anymore, and I am sure as hell not waiting for anyone to give me their attention. I am not a patient person, I don’t do well with getting close to people, I get to close and smoother them, which is part of my borderline I know but its so […]

Hanging around…

I use to be a huge drinker, anything I could get my hands on I would drink. I loved being drunk, black out drunk even. I was just trying to kill my demons inside of me. I couldn’t control myself. I have been sober about 2-3 years, I try not to keep up with dates. […]